You long for the woman you have created in your fantasies. You long for the smell of her flesh upon yours. You long for the moment where you no longer need to be the lone king of your empire. You long for her to take her seat along side you as your Queen. She is a simple woman with a love to stop an army. She is a simple woman whom has captivated your thoughts over and over. She is a simple woman who is not impressed by the glitz and glamour of your life nor lusts for it. She is the simple woman who has seen your truth and it cripples you. You run away from the only woman who makes you shake. You run away from the woman whom will provide you the life you state you desire. You run away from a simplicity that she will bring to your life. You run away from the one woman that has you walking in circles, never showing when you insist you will, never being able to stand in front of her without crumbling to your knees. She is the woman whom controls your heart strings. She is the woman whom makes you quiver with lust, with love, with safety, with power, with an urgency to protect her. She is the woman unimpressed by your successes, your power and your empire. She is the woman who remains the mystery you are fearful of solving and acknowledging out loud. She is the woman you want to make your queen and it scares you to the core, rattles you in ways not even the strongest soldiers have been able to conquer. Your empire craves for her to claim her crown. Your empire needs a queen to take the reigns as you fight to conquer. Your empire is not her concern. Your empire is just that, yours. She is not yours and it drives you mad as it has driven so many others. She belongs to no one nor will she ever. She is the force that cannot be reckoned with, even in her silence she makes cities crumble. She will always cripple the men that long for her as you do, her power will consume your very core. She will always be the Queen for your empire but she will never choose you for you have proven repeatedly you are not ready for her. You will remain weakened, crippled and defenseless against her, you will always be captivated by her essence without even a touch. She will always be your Queen.
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