My heart misses you
My lips miss your tender kisses that make my heart flutter like a 
school girl
My arms miss the way you feel in them when I hold you close
My hands miss the way your beard feels when I lightly touch 
your face & get lost in your eyes
My ears miss the way your heartbeat sounds when I lay my head against 
your chest

As I lay down and think of our time I smile
As you lay down at night, what do you think of my love?

Do you remember how I feel as we lay together?
Do you wish me to be there?
Do you wonder if I am thinking of you?

I do wonder all those things and so much more
I wonder what it would be like to wake up to you every morning
I wonder what it would be like to cook dinner & laugh together as the music 
plays in the background
I wonder what it would be to feel you curl up next to me on a cold winter's night 
while watching a scary movie
I wonder what it would be like to be held as you reassure me that it will all get 
better or I hold you as you let your guard down and find refuge in my arms

I miss you my love, I know you have not left yet but the time is near
I can smell the beginning of the end and it saddens me my love
Do you feel it too?  Am I alone on this?  Do you want to stay or go?

Does it have to come to a close so soon?
Can we try our best? Are we doing our best? What is our best? 
Are you in this as much as I am? 
Do you want to go my love?

Please stay just a little longer