Monthly Archives: July 2014

Jul25

I’ve caught the bug

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It’s been 4 weeks since I started this new venture. I’ve noticed that things have been changing and I’m so ok with that. It’s time to change things up. The big “40” is in 2 months and I’m looking forward to that. I know 40 is still young and yes that is very true but it’s a huge step in this journey. The 20’s were the young, naive, fall in your face and be stupid years. The 30’s become the finding years and well now that I have found out so much and rid of more “crap” than I even realized I had. I am super duper excited about the 40’s. My years of just loving self, loving life, change, new beginnings, new relationships but most of all truly finding comfort in me and all that means. Yes, these are the “Over the hill” years and I can say it wasn’t easy but well worth it. I’m finally over all the growing up, the shedding and the nonsense. As I enter this next phase of my life I get to embrace life with the new and improved me. The beautifully scarred and broken me that has been mended by tears, love, heart filled acceptance but most of all the comfort of ME! My learning now comes with the urgency to be more in all aspects of my life. The knowledge that yes I am a Goddess, I am a woman, I am Love, I am a Lover, I am a Mother & the list goes on and on!!! We all struggle in different ways and I look back and now say, “Take that!” If life was easy it wouldn’t be appreciated, wanted and treasured. As I continue to take my last steps of my 30’s I am so excited for the rest of my life. I didn’t come this far to stop now. So to all that looked forward to my fall, Thank you! You have no idea how much you contributed towards my motivation to live and always keep it moving forward where all you could see my was my ass! I do hope you enjoy the view! 😉

Keeping it fabulous!

Jul3

New start

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The call came in, not knowing what to expect I jump up and grab the phone. Her voice so excited that I answered. I took that leap of faith a month ago and fear had not yet crept into my heart or should I say mind. I knew when I did it there was nothing to fear. I knew all would be ok. I knew I was like a cat, 9 lives but for me no time like the present to take the jump, I might stumble but I always get back on my feet and keep it moving. So back to my phone call, ” hey why don’t you work with me? You would be fantastic.” I have waited for many years for it to come up but it just was never the right time. I wasn’t ready. So to familiarize you about my “jumping” tactics. Well they have always been quite interesting. After being left out to dry as they say, that fear of having to start over no longer existed in me. Material things are nice but when the most important ppl have been taken away from you nothing materialistic matters anymore. I like starting over, creating my own new beginnings, so what if you think I’m crazy at least I know “what if” is not on my mind. I have heard it all my life, “you’re so strong”, “I couldn’t do that!”, “aren’t you scared you will fail?” What is all comes down to is it’s you’re life and you have a choice. I have had my tough times, my dark times, my lonely times but at some point I always reached the point of enough. I can’t live my life being uncomfortable in a comfortable place. So with that said, “I’m off on my next adventure!! Yay! Let’s go!”