I start here with just the need to be stripped naked of all I know, of all I knew and the pain that comes with it. I stand here naked wanting to feel touched by love, real love, from the core love. I once felt it from my little girl but she watches from the heavens now. It’s almost 16 years that she is gone and I miss her as much as the day she took her last breath. My heart broke in a million pieces, it stopped working but I knew I had to go on because she would be watching. So I seek again a love that I once felt as now I have learned to love myself in that way and would like to share what I have learned.